After I get all woejf wofj23of because of him, I can’t help but feel a bit guilty because I feel like I should still be feeling the same way about you.

Not that I don’t feel the same way still.

I mean, I don’t feel any differently towards you.

It’s just…

I want to say ‘things are different’ but they’re not really. Well, they kind of are. I (possibly) have a chance here that I never had before, or maybe I did, but never thought of it?

I don’t know. I still feel guilty.

Even though lately, you’ve been confusing and irritating. And I mean that in the best and worst ways possible. Because really, you must mean something that way. We’ll see what happens, I suppose. At the very least, you’ve stuck around for longer than I would have thought possible — and whether you realize it or not, you know more about me than a lot of people do. That’s saying something. It makes me want to hug you (despite all the times I’ve wanted to hit you as well).

Right. This is the time when I go to sleep and stop thinking.