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Okay, I’ve had this headache pretty much all day.

At first, I thought I was tired, but I got a good amount of sleep. Then I thought I was hungry, because really I didn’t eat much all day, just a sub for dinner (courtesy of my mum’s store, naturally) and after that, I felt a bit better. Then the damn thing came back, so I thought maybe because I didn’t have any tea today. Had some tea, and alas, it’s still here.

I think I need to ask someone to take over the raffle ticket sending for a couple of days. Although for some reason, I doubt anyone would actually do it beacuse it’s a lot of work. More than I anticipated. I mean, I’ve sent up to 1099 tickets out… which is 1099 e-mails and far over 1099 submissions (because people do get them wrong sometimes).

I was thinking the other day, and you know I haven’t had more than a couple of days off for almost a year. I think my longest break recently, was in May when Kat and I went to NYC and that was for three days. The last time I had a week or more off, was when I went to Holland.

I’m tired of feeling like I’m in this alone. It’s like everytime someone starts to be active, I get this false sense of security which is soon pulled out from under m when I realize it was short lived activity.

This weekend was my Dad’s birthday and my parent’s wedding anniversary. Saturday, Kat and I hung out whch was awesome because  I haven’t seen her for a couple months due to her being in Europe.

I have more to say, but I really should be asleep. It’s past 2am, my head is trying to explode, and I have to be at work bright and early. Not to mention I need to remain chipper throughout the day, because I have my kids tomorrow as well. Ah, I don’t mean to make it sound like a chore. I love teaching and I adore my students, Mondays are just incredibly long days. And it feels like after work 1 and work 2, I come home and do unofficial work 3.

I keep telling myself that somewhere down the road, all this hard work will pay off.

I mean, it has to.

Right?