Nostalgia
I don’t normally write too much about band related stuff here, but today I was going through the old Pashya blogs, because I needed a cute photo of Reiya to use for Shattered Tranquility’s Suvivor. Oh yes, we’re putting him on a deserted island because he is made of win. And that’s not sarcasm, Reiya is definitely totally awesome and despite the fact I don’t like chariots whatsoever, I’ll always support him (and Akito and Yuuri).
So yes, I was looking through both Hijiri and Tomo’s old blogs. Reiya didn’t have one when he was in Pashya, so I’m honestly kind of surprised that he’s posting in the chariots one. But then I felt all nostalgic — I miss those guys. Well, I miss Ruephy Alive more than Pashya.
I’ve always kept wondering what’s going on now with Hijiri and Tomo. Then of course with Hinata, Akira, Yamaji, Kei, Daichan (even though he was in a band up until a few months ago) and Yuzuki. I’m glad the four Jaguar boys have joined new bands, but I hope that Kou is doing well. I’m also really happy that Sora’s in meth. now, but I wonder about Io and Yuina too. Not so much Ren because I read his blog and I’ve talked to him a few times since the band broke up and I know if I wanted to I could message him again. He’s super nice.
Hinata and Akira I probably think about the most. Out of all the bands I’ve loved, Barby was definitely the first (and hopefully when I get the chance to see R指定 live I’ll feel the same way about them that I did about Barby). Then when I got that comment on my Livedoor from someone who’s ‘friends’ with Barby, thanking me for the continuous support and saying that they still remembered me I nearly died. I kept wondering if it was actually one of them, but who knows.
The weird thing is, they were saying it to me and Nels, but they used ネルスケ, which I had NEVER EVER used in my blog or anywhere online. The only time that appeared was in our letters to them (we wrote them two, one when we gave them the chocolate and the second when we were leaving to say thanks for everything). So… it has to be someone who’s either really close to them, or one of them.
OMG UNLESS IT WAS SAMI-SAN WHO I ADORE. Only because he makes me laugh.
But Hinata… I always wonder what if I had said something more or something different. Well, nothing I’m sure, haha. But I regret not saying anything more than I did. Especially after he went to all the work to draw me that bunny with the house and the sun (even though the bunny looks a bit high in the photo). That boy had the cutest smile I’ve ever seen and I was totally in love with his voice. Speaking voice, too. He was easy to listen to.
Anyways, enough about that. It would be funny if I ran into him one day again. I think I’d recognize him still.
Even if he shaved one side of his head again for no apparent reason. (And that’s enough of that, because as you know that’s the look we don’t talk about, right Nels? Haha). A look we can talk about is him in his suit (jacket, no shirt under). Yes… that was a good night.
In my searching for photos of Reiya, I came across this photo that I love of Tomo and Reiya. Plus a few totally adorable photos of Tomo… the one I’m putting below is with him and Kairi (from Siva).
I love how he called himself “Magical Prince”. According to vkdb, he’s changed his name back to Sai now and is doing session work and what not. I haven’t seen any session bands with him in them, but I also hope to see him again someday wearing those tight, white, leather pants. He was always really fun and always made Nels and I feel like we were noticed and included.
But in all fairness, our four bands always did. I miss those times. Going with Nels to lives and seeing our favourite bands play. I have a lot of really awesome memories from them, which I was going to write about, but I can’t really bring myself to because I feel they’re too special. I hope when I go back I’ll be able to have some more great band related memories with Mamo. And I hope some of my favourite boys return to the scene. Even if I could only see a few of them once more, it would make me elated.
Especially Hinata.













