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// July 26th, 2009 // Enter your password to view comments. // Blog

Protected: Just like always.

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Protected: nostalgia and paranoia.

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So that didn’t go quite as planned…

// July 4th, 2009 // 2 Comments » // Blog

For anyone who follows me on twitter, you’ll know that I had vowed to create the ZOMG BEST REPLY EVER on Friday.

Well, that didn’t turn out as planned. I am completely stuck.

I feel like I don’t know how to carry on a normal conversation with him, because… I don’t know. I could hardly talk to him the first time we met, and I feel like that all over again.

If he wasn’t so damn cute, I wouldn’t have this problem.

I need something to say. That’s not super creepy, weird or awkward. I’m at the point where I’ve overthought it so much, that I’m running around in circles and just making myself angry. I know. I know. Stop overthinking. I’m reading too much into everything, and then readng into things that haven’t happened (… I know) because I’m ridculous like that. I just don’t want to regret anything like I did before.

I mean he has like the perfect mouth. And voice.

Rainy night

// June 29th, 2009 // 1 Comment » // Blog

I really like when it rains at night.

I guess it’s soothing, to hear it outside the window, hitting the tops of the buildings, the windows, the streets and what not. It’s supposed to be rainy season now, but we haven’t gotten that much rain this year, so I guess that’s lucky.

I’d rather have it rain all night, and then be a nice day.

It’s soothing.

And I am very irritated with you.

You probably have no idea, and you probably won’t ever know because before I know it, you’ll make up for it, but yeah. You make me annoyed, and oddly enough that’s part of the reason why I like you as much as I do.

Hmph.

// June 28th, 2009 // 2 Comments » // Blog

After I get all woejf wofj23of because of him, I can’t help but feel a bit guilty because I feel like I should still be feeling the same way about you.

Not that I don’t feel the same way still.

I mean, I don’t feel any differently towards you.

It’s just…

I want to say ‘things are different’ but they’re not really. Well, they kind of are. I (possibly) have a chance here that I never had before, or maybe I did, but never thought of it?

I don’t know. I still feel guilty.

Even though lately, you’ve been confusing and irritating. And I mean that in the best and worst ways possible. Because really, you must mean something that way. We’ll see what happens, I suppose. At the very least, you’ve stuck around for longer than I would have thought possible — and whether you realize it or not, you know more about me than a lot of people do. That’s saying something. It makes me want to hug you (despite all the times I’ve wanted to hit you as well).

Right. This is the time when I go to sleep and stop thinking.

Protected: Yes, it still makes me giddy.

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Signs

// March 4th, 2009 // No Comments » // Blog

So you know, I always try to look for signs in things.

Not in a psycho, crazy, overly superstitious weird person way… just in a more general, guiding light sort of way.

I’m still debating what to do about the whole situation with them and if I do end up emailing anyone, who it would be. The one I find most attractive, or the one who is a darling that might actually reply?

Anyways, I glanced at my MSN list and noticed one of my friend’s was listening to their music.

Sign? I think so.

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